love

There is no void

There is no void for you to fill.

I used to think that I need you so desperately,

Like my lungs need the air

Like the desert needs the rain.

I realized now that there is no one that I will ever need that way.

I have no void for you to fill, there is no void inside my heart, inside my soul.

If there comes a time that I will feel I have a void to fill,

You won’t be the one that I will need.

That battle I should fight myself.

You are and always will be addition to my wholeness

Only that way we can be happy.

Please remember that if I chose you, I didn’t do it to fill my void

I chose you to fulfill my wholeness, so we can celebrate the life together.

Moments to Remember

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I stay alone in my room and weep

If I just knew how

I would write you the greatest poem in the world.

 I want to say what my heart has to say

Three years has passed and I still miss you.

Everyday I ask myself

If you could see me would you be proud

Would you tell me that I’m doing great, like you used to

Would you tell me that I could be better?

I cherish every memory that I can remember

But the void that you left gives me so much pain

I can barely breathe.

I try to remember

Your smile so soft

Your look so deep

Your word so kind.

I see you in the beauty of spring

I see you everyday in the little things.

Please forgive me for all these tears I’ve cried.

I promise you

I will always be your little girl

You are always in my heart.

_______________________

Moments to remember  – My loving father

That’s Amore

snowdrop

 I’ts official: I’m in LOVE.

Oh, I love the season changes. I was late for work and when I saw the snowdrop in the garden my heart melted and had to stop and take a picture. I admit that Spring is in my heart and I’m enjoying every bit of it. The temperature changes has affected my heart and I see joy and energy in everything. I allow myself to sing out loud, of course when no one can hear me because I sound terrible and I know it.

You wouldn’t believe me if I told you that my relationship with spring hasn’t been always this smooth. There may have passed three to four years since I felt this kind of joy. I don’t know why but when everything was blooming I felt that I was staying behind and it felt a little uneasy to go with the flow.

Anyway me and my Spring, we have left the past behind and we are enjoying every bit that we can. I just wish that I could spend more time outside instead of being in the office, but I will try to spend my free time outside if the weather continues to be like this. You’re welcome to join us 🙂

That’s Amore

What if you had a second chance with the one that got away?

second chance

 

What if you had a second chance with the one that got away? Would you take it? I would say yes! I believe it is worth it just one more try. If the destiny is kind enough to save for you that chance, you should try to make things right.

What if you don’t succeed? The chances are that if it didn’t succeed the first time it wont succeed the second one. But just maybe, it will. So if you don’t succeed, at least you won’t regret the chance that you didn’t take. The weight of the regret for the chances that you didn’t take is enormous if you compare it to the regret of the  failure to make everything right the second time.

Everyone deserves it. I remember when I didn’t believe in second chances.  If the destiny takes something away from you, it wasn’t meant to be. But I have changed my mind. It’s not easy to do it, believe me. But I have found that it is worth it. And you should try it.

Everything has it’s limit. Be careful though because if the one that got away waste your second chance don’t you ever give it twice.

Pursue your happiness because you are worth it. Good luck with your second chance and be safe in your journey of life.