Believe in yourself 


Coin flipping


When you have to make a decisions and really have looked at all the facts but still do not know what path to take…flip a coin. It is not that the coin will decide for you. But that moment when you wait for the result of the coin listen to  your heart your heart will tell you what it hopes the result will be. You will know what is the path that you will take. Listen to your heart and you will really chose the path of your dreams!


Sometimes you feel lonely even if you are surrounded by people. It is that feeling inside you that you cannot receive love and you cannot give love. You feel that no one understands you.

Not long ago that feeling of loneliness was melting in my heart. I felt hopeless and helpless, I felt that I cannot fight it. I didn’t want to talk about it. I felt that there is no one near me to talk about it. It didn’t last much, but It was very difficult.

Now I know that I have to open my heart because there are a lot of people around me that love me and that are very happy to have me near them.

Just trust yourself and you will see that you have good people surrounding you. You always have someone you can trust. And if someone disappointed you, you will get over it, trust me!

Just enjoy what you have and always value your friends and family that were always there for you 🙂

Inspiration – where do you get it?

I wanted to have a personal blog some time ago. But I always sad it wasn’t a good time and that I’m going to start writing when inspiration comes, or when I will know what to write about and so on. Last week Atdhe Buja wanted to add me as a contributor to his blog so i would write from time to time about Microsoft SQL Server 2008. To do that I needed an account. So I created an account and there I was the newest blogger in the world, without knowing what to write about in my blog.

Then created a new post, still trying to figure out what to write about. Waiting for inspiration… That’s when I thought why not writing about inspiration itself. It came to my mind Pablo Picasso’s saying “Inspiration exists, but it has to find you working”. Maybe it is true. If i had waited for inspiration, I would never created a blog and would never write a line.

I just want to tell you that you have to do the best you can do.You have to start doing what you want to do, you don’t have to wait for inspiration to come because it will not come that way. You have to work as hard as you can. Only then you will find inspiration, then you will have luck, then you can work even harder to achieve what you want to achieve. If you fail, it’s not the end of the world you have to get up and try again and again. I want you to know that inspiration is something that you can learn, something that you have to build within yourself. You can only do that if you work toward your goals.

How about you? Where do you get your inspiration? Please comment and let me know what you think!