There is no void for you to fill.
I used to think that I need you so desperately,
Like my lungs need the air
Like the desert needs the rain.
I realized now that there is no one that I will ever need that way.
I have no void for you to fill, there is no void inside my heart, inside my soul.
If there comes a time that I will feel I have a void to fill,
You won’t be the one that I will need.
That battle I should fight myself.
You are and always will be addition to my wholeness
Only that way we can be happy.
Please remember that if I chose you, I didn’t do it to fill my void
I chose you to fulfill my wholeness, so we can celebrate the life together.
I promise myself by Christian D. Larson
To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
We are human beings, we have qualities. Some of them are good some of them not so good. How do you decide which one of them is your worst quality? The worst quality may be the one that causes some trouble or causes trouble for people you care.
I think my worst quality is believing in people. I was disappointed many times but the people I care by the people I love. Maybe it happens because of my expectations are too high. When I give 110% for someone I expect it back. And the worst of the worst I find it hard to forgive.
The best of the best is not to have expectations. To live life as it comes. To be happy for the good moments, and to pass those that are not that good.
It is easier said than done. Because every time something happens I blame me for letting myself believe that people are good, that people care for you as you care for them.
I will try first to forgive myself for caring, for hurting myself. disappointment is part of life. So deal with it and go on live your life as you want and not as you are expected to live.
Some days may be like black keys, but sure there will be white ones. And those are the days that make worthwhile the journey of life.
We must enjoy every day of our life. And hope that in the end the music that the piano of our life creates, is going to be a music that we will be proud of.
Don’t be afraid of the suffering that may or may not come. Because in the end you will regret that you didn’t live life true to yourself and not the life that others expected of you.
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How to overcome fear?
It depends on what is you fear, right? Sometimes I fear writing. I fear that I will write very personal things that I’m not supposed to share, sometimes I fear of how do I sound when someone reads my posts (if someone reads them)…
I think the only rule that applies to overcome fear is to do just what you fear most. Am I right? I don’t know! But I wish for 2012 to write more often and not to have fear of writing.
Happy new year! May joy be with you!